LIFE

I saw this written down once and thought how beautifull it was

Hopefully andy will remember to have someone read it at my funeral:-

With every passing minute there is a chance to turn it around.
Another chance to turn it around and i will find you again.
I will see you again
With those minutes they will turn into eternity.

I often think i hope i live to see my children grow up, the thought of leaving them while still so young fills me with dread . I think any mum having given birth puts their children before anything . Have we taught them enough of our morals to see them through and hopefully carry them on?.Do we tell them enough that we love them?

I feel
so lucky the way my children have turned out so far.I still get a kiss and cuddle from my 13yr old son every night and told he loves me ,and my 9 yr old daughter is the same.Stephanie is extra special as i lost her twin brother at 16weeks from a car crash,it was touch and go with her and constantly in the hospital on the heart moniters she eventually arrived at 5lb 40z after being induced as her heart kept stopping.I then got told no more children , i have often resented the fact that i was not given the chance to decide myself whether i wanted any more but at the end of the day i have one boy and one girl and feel very lucky to have that.